Really Depressed Right Now

It was a shitty day (I lost my driver's license) and some customer thought I was being rude. Never in my life have I wanted to run away as much as I wanted to today.

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Pete C said…
I used to be depressed as a way of life. It did turn out to be a temporary cloud, but of course that time sense is relative. It seemed like forever. A friend said he was feeling down and immediately I tried to "fix" him. He said, "Back off! I've just got the blues today, OK?" And then I wondered if it might have been OK sometimes, just to have the blues and be OK. Hope you're OK today.
September 8, 2014 at 8:08 AM
Gloria said…
Pete, it's a combination of things, some of which have been going on for decades. Having memories is a curse sometimes. And no, I don't feel better today, but I didn't expect to. Thanks for your concern.
September 9, 2014 at 7:26 PM
Gloria said…
Pete, it's a combination of things, some of which have been going on for decades. Having memories is a curse sometimes. And no, I don't feel better today, but I didn't expect to. Thanks for your concern.
September 9, 2014 at 7:26 PM
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